July 06, 2003 - 1:34 p.m.
I'd like to appologize for my extremely depressing, Evangelion-esque former entry. No, that was seriously not a cry for help, I swear to God. And I'm not going to become bullemic or kill myself. Thank the fucking Lord, right? Anyways, I'm really sorry if I scared any of you.
Had a friend, she once told me, "You gotta love, you ain't lonely."
I love Led Zeppelin. I think I repeated those words over and over yesturday like a mantra.
The party yesturday was boring as hell. The only saving grace was getting to see my little cousins,Ben and Peter. They are the cutest kids, with chubby cheeks and blonde hair. Ben loves syrup and Peter loves blueberries, but noth love Harry Potter. Ben's the most adorable huggy thing ever. He even hhugs my brother Kevin. You just don't hug Kevin, not if you want to live. But Kevin lets Ben hug him, and even enjoys it. That's how sweet this little boy is. He would just come up to me and hug my legs and tell me that I was his favorite.
I spent the night at Lauren's house. She's my cousin who is also fifteen years old, although she's a lot less mature than I am. I guess she can be classified as the perfect daughter. She doesn't cuss, she babysits, and she's smart too. Although, I can't say the same for me. We don't really talk much. We don't have a lot in common.
I can't wait to leave. I can't wait to come home. I miss you all.
